I miss my baby and I just want a kiss or to atleast tlk to him but oh well ill see him after school on tuseday and thats all im waiting for!
Omg! Ive never felt this way befor its a uring for more like no other and I want to write about him but he makes me so speechless
Im so in love with life right now im so flustered
This feeling is the worst. Its not even a feeling… its complete numbness to everything. I dont know how to react of what to do or say… I kinda just wanna sit in a cold room till it gets warm if that makes sense…. he really caught me. I dont even feel ashamed for saying that but I feel like if I told him that he would be ashamed. Ashamed of everything. Ashamed of me… is that bad.? But is it worst if I said idk just something about him makes me not care! I dont care if he plays me atleast I had him when I want but I still want him and I dont know if he wants me anymore? Ughh so lost. So confused. So numb .so emotionless. Whats wrong with me. Why cant someone just truly love me and why cant I love them back? Endless questions
I think I caught it! Ohh noo why does this have to happen
I did not like seeing him upset today……. not shure how I even feel about that!